Matilda
I was playing with my beautiful new nephew the other day and
I found myself calling him 'sweetheart' and I realised after
I said it, that it was my mother's voice I was hearing. When
she'd say "Are you alright sweetheart?" or "how's your day
been sweetheart?" you just knew that you were loved and
nothing was gonna hurt you because she was gonna do whatever
she could to be there for you, to fix your problem, or
soothe your tears or just make you laugh. You knew when you
said the word 'sweetheart' it was amazing how it could make
you feel.
Its only a small memory I have of her but it made me realise
that there are so many of these memories that me and my
family can think about and that we'll never forget. I miss
her every day and I probably will for the rest of my life
but I'll also take those memories with me to remind me of
the wonderful, loving and passionate woman that she was
and I'll always know that I'm special because I'm one of her
'sweethearts'.
It wasn't too long before Mum left to go travelling she told
me to stay strong and follow my dreams, whatever they may
be. She told me she didn't want me ending up like her, with
five children at a young age, that would keep me away from
seeing the world. I told her not to worry. That I had plans
for my life.
But the truth is... I'd give anything to be like her. She
was so kind and loving. Strong and Gentle. Firm and Helpful.
She was a much loved resident in Summer Bay and now she is a
much loved resident in our Hearts.
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