Emmadolly Posted April 2, 2006 Report Posted April 2, 2006 Hay hay. Hang on a minute Mar. What is going on as this is not like you at all. You want be able to stay away from this site, as it is a part of you. You are not feeling yourself at the moment. But it will pass, and as you know we are hear to listen to you sweetie.
MarMar Posted April 2, 2006 Report Posted April 2, 2006 Just so that you don't worry; I am not planning to commit suicide. I am not planning on not coming back, ever. I just.. need some time. I can't remember the last time I was truly happy, and actually enjoying myself. I have had good times over the last couple of years, but I am depressed. I have periods where I don't go to school. Not because I am physically ill, but because I can't face people and can't keep the mask up any more. This happens every year, but it will pass.
Emmadolly Posted April 2, 2006 Report Posted April 2, 2006 Are you ok, as i am getting very worried here Mar.
MarMar Posted April 2, 2006 Report Posted April 2, 2006 I'm ok. I'm just tired. I have to be here for my boyfriend, his mother and his sister. I am also having some problems with his illness as well, as I care a lot for other people. It's not because I want to, but I take other people's feeling into myself, and it wears me out.
Emmadolly Posted April 2, 2006 Report Posted April 2, 2006 I think you have to much on your plate at the moment, with your boyfriends grandad, your studies. And even this site. You maybe spreading yourself to thin at the moment and need time to chillout. I am a victim of that also, as a nurse everybody and their dog wants a opinion. I am also a qualified hairdresser so i get all the family asking for stuff, not willing to pay for it. My son has a statement in school due to his speech difficulties. He has several teachers helping him including us. We are looked at as if he is backward. And sometimes i really realy want to scream, and that is excactley what me and my hubby do.
Emma_B Posted April 2, 2006 Report Posted April 2, 2006 I can empathise with you, Mar. I don't know exactly how you feel, just as no one can know how I feel, but I am in a similar emotional place. I think that if you feel you need space, then you should take it. But I worry about you isolating yourself. On here, you don't have to talk about anything deep, about your feelings or your boyfriend's family, the illness, anything. You can just talk about HAA. I find it helps not having people ask questions of me all the time, I can just chat on here without thinking too much. If you stop posting, do you not feel maybe you would be trapped in all the bad things. Obviously, you are always thinking about them but at least on here you have a chance to focus on something lighter, for a short time at least. I hope that if you decide to go away for a while, you will come back. You will be so missed. I'm thinking of you. xxx
Emmadolly Posted April 2, 2006 Report Posted April 2, 2006 I could not of said it better. You will be missed a great deal Mer. As a lot of us look to you for the good threads . But placing joking aside, you have to do what you need to do. But dont leave it to long, as you dont see me as a friend as yet. But you have a load of your own pals here, and i wish they were on this evening for you. As you have been here for them.
Di Posted April 2, 2006 Report Posted April 2, 2006 Just so that you don't worry; I am not planning to commit suicide. I am not planning on not coming back, ever. I just.. need some time. I can't remember the last time I was truly happy, and actually enjoying myself. I have had good times over the last couple of years, but I am depressed. I have periods where I don't go to school. Not because I am physically ill, but because I can't face people and can't keep the mask up any more. This happens every year, but it will pass. Yeah it sucks when You have these feelings.. you feel so ****ed off, so erm.. < yeah so erm.. you just don't know what your feeling are there so ****ed up. sometimes you just have to sit back and let it ride its self out.. . I know and expect my depression sometime esp at set times of the year, as not so good things went off at those times. Yeah I hibernate more than I want too.. But I just have to let it happen. As no matter how much meds.. the threapy. I have, it does not work every time.. You got to let your body do what it needs to do sometimes. Hang in there Mar! hun xx
StuartWoods1982 Posted April 2, 2006 Report Posted April 2, 2006 My friend has epilepsy too, and she said she started having it from 6 years old, one day when she was going to go out foam started coming out of her mouth and she had a fit, but she is on medication as well, one of the doctors gave her the wrong medecine and it made her even worse. Im sure epilepsy is curable, it can go away Here is my two cents about Epilepsy, one time at my school in around 1990, a student had a Epileptic fit in the playground while standing up during recess, she hit her head on the ground while having a Epileptic fit and died, her name was Kylie and she was 8 years old at the time.
Di Posted April 2, 2006 Report Posted April 2, 2006 Here is my two cents about Epilepsy, one time at my school in around 1990, a student had a Epileptic fit in the playground while standing up during recess, she hit her head on the ground while having a Epileptic fit and died, her name was Kylie and she was 8 years old at the time. OOh erm.. I do know and I'd rather not have it shoved in my face that people with Epilepsy do die, either due the Seizure it's self or some kind of injury they sustain due it the Seizure
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