Girls Room

[MarMar]

I don't have a "history" because I have never seen a doctor about it.

People kill themselved in the psychiatric instituions here because no one takes them seriously and because they don't get the help they can. They won't take me.

[Emmadolly]

Depression is a terrible illness to live with, i have a brother that suffers really bad with it. You have made the first step by realising that you have it. The second is getting help for it. Tell your boyfriend how you feel and he will contact the GP for you.

[Di]

Some of you know I have depression, and had it on and off since I was 17. I have tried killing myself a few times too. It does not get any easier,everytime I have a bad episode its not always the same. Sometimes its its for a few weeks or a few months. I have to carry on for Toms sake. Its one of the toughest things to fight is depression. no one knows what it feels like, Until you have had it yourself. Sometimes geting help is the hardest part, as you think am I that bad!, or it will pass!. Just give to more time. Its hard to know when to ask for help!

I feel your pain Mar, but I know no words anyone says even from your closest friends. Will help you feel any better right now. I hope your depression gets better over time, you know were we all are if you need anything.

You will see the light at the end of the tunnel eventually I know it's a bitch of a battle some days to think that. Beleive me it's there waiting for you.

[Jess]

I don't have a "history" because I have never seen a doctor about it.

People kill themselved in the psychiatric instituions here because no one takes them seriously and because they don't get the help they can. They won't take me.

Ahh...OK...sorry I didn't realise that you'd never seen a GP about it....it doesn't mean that you shouldn't go though...but I guess it's one thing someone (over the internet) telling you to do but another actually doing it yourself.

[MarMar]

Jeh-Jeh: Sorry if you feel I snapped at you.

Di:Thank you.

I think I might have to throw up. I'm getting so worked up. Sorry.

[Jess]

No 'tis fine....you didn't snap at me....

Night all! XxX

[Marieh]

It was a navyboat here today, and let me just say YUM! *big grin*

[Marieh]

http://www.finnmarkskatalogen.no/berlevag/...ss/kartlite.jpg

So I found a map of my town now people really can see how small my town is

[~Lynd~]

I met the most GORGEOUS Amerixan guy today.He comes up to me in the shopping centre and says ''i noticed your dhirt said USA and had to come and say hi''.

He's fromMichigan and is here studing at the hillsong church college to be a priest[or something like that,lol].

He's name is Chris.We'd been talking for a few minutes when he mentioned a fiancee back home.It was all i could do not to scream.Instead i said his phone bills must be expensive!

He said he dosn't usually come up to strangers and start talking and he hoped i wasn't freaked.I wasn't,i was thinking''it's not every day i gorgeous guy with a gorgeous accent plonks himself in the seat next to me and start chatting away,lol.

He gave me a card for the youth group he goes to,and i'm tempted just to see him.I don't think i will go though becourse it won't be easy to get out of when he goes home.

Oh,i brought a beautiful black skirt today to,so a pretty good day!

[Gypsy & Will Fan]

Oh lucky you! I like American accents!

I had quite a funny but a horrible morning today!

I was in bed, just having a lovely dream and then the phone goes so I ignore it, I mean who could be phoning at 08:00 with something important. I go back to sleep, and the phone rings again, so I stagger down the stairs and answer the phone, so my Granny's carer, Grans had a fall.

So I run up the stairs, to wake up my very hung over sister, waking her is like trying to revive the Titanic, anyway she finally wakes up, and she looks God damn awful. But thats another story.

We ran out to my sisters/mum's car (Beetle Convertable) and drive to Grans house, in our nighties may we add. We arrieve run out the car and open the front door of the flats with our key, while giving the neighbourhood, a sight of me bum in my silk short nightie.

We run upstairs and open her front door to find her sitting on the chair, instead of saying thanks for coming, what does she to us? "You could of made an effort and brushed your hair before you saw me," I felt like strangling her. Anyway, we phoned to Drs surgery to see if we should ring the ambulance, and who answers, only my mum, who we had forgotten to phone, Opps!

Anyway I say hello, she knew it was me so she did her Linoel Ritchie joke, byt going, is it me your looking for. I told her what happened to her mum, she tells her to bring her round, its only a minutes walk from the surgery, but still trying to get a 93 year old lady into a wheelchair, when one person is hangover and the other is still half asleep, isn't as easy as it sounds.

Anway we push Granny up to the surgery, still in our nighties may we add, mum runs out and asks if hers mum ok, which granny says the best line ever. "For God's sake woman, get back to work, I didn't bring you up to be a slacker." God I love my Grans one liners, that was it my mum, my sister and I were just in hysterics. Even more so when the old gentleman next to me, eyes nearly popped out of his head, when he realised that I wasn't wearing any knickers.

Well the doctor finally came out and saw us, after a 3 hour wait, I mean seriously 3 hours, what were they doing in there, rebuliding the frigging Berlin Wall. Well, it turns out she had a stroke and has broken her leg, so mum is at the hospital now with her!

What were the last words granny said to my sister and I, nope not thank you, but "Put some nicer clothes on next time, I can't believe grandchildren off mine wear awful nighties, now sort it out."

We love you too Granny!