Megina Posted July 28, 2006 Report Posted July 28, 2006 Mar, thanks for sharing. It kinda gives me hope that I can be happy too. You have a wonderful boyfriend, who is so caring. All I have been getting is guys who want one thing only! Grrrr. I'm glad you didn't take the suicide route, you are such a great person, and I am positive you will be surely missed. I think also the reason I am so yo-yo-ey, is becuase I was always the type of person to keep feelings inside, so part of me wants to let it out, but since I grew up with not letting out emotions, I don't let it come out. It can be a constant battle, but I will get there eventially. I just have to take each day as it comes, and try not to worry too much on what will happen. Whatever happens, happens. I will certianly keep you in the loop (as long as you want to), as long as you keep me in yours. I know how you feel about the venting emotions thing.. It's only this last year that I have been able to actually talk/write down my feelings.. I used to be ticking time-bomb (and I still am at some times) but it's a little better now. I have a family that doesn't talk abot anything and my dad used to be violent... And so I never learned how to open up and talk about things.. I didn't have any real friends til the 9th grade so I guess they learned me how to open up and talk a bit.. :s And mar, I'm really glad that you didn't.. well you know.. you're such an amazing person!
MarMar Posted July 28, 2006 Report Posted July 28, 2006 Yeah, know how it is. Mental health etc is a non-issue here, so I can1't really let me mom know anything. She thinks I'm this perfect daughter, or would-be perfect if only I could be more like my sister.
Megina Posted July 28, 2006 Report Posted July 28, 2006 I know what you mean! Here it's always "why can't you be more like her" and stuff like that.. It used to really get me down, but I've started to just leave when my mom starts like that.. My sister and my relationship has gotten worse because of my moms constant nagging.. That's actually the part that's the worst.. I can't talk to anyone in this house (my dad and I don't get along, my mom get's hysterical every time I try to talk to her abut anything and my sister can't keep a secret) ...
Elise Posted July 28, 2006 Report Posted July 28, 2006 Sorry to hear guys! My family is quite different. We don't show emotion, but we show our love in different ways, like mucking around and such. But with my Mum, we are really close, and even though the breakup happened at a time we thought my Dad was going to die, she was still there for me. I love my family so much, and I know my parents would never compare each of us, but they do refer to me as 'the responsible one'. Having said all that, Mar, everyone is perfect in their own ways. You are very unique, and that's what I like about you, as well as your creativity. Megina, you are very kind, and I like you that way too. I hope neither of you change, cos it would be such a shame. I'm rambling here (might be that I'm over tired), so I might go to bed and retire for the night. I hope you are ok Megina, and don't forget to keep me updated. I am sure I will talk to you guys in the morning/afternoon/evening (whatever time it is for you guys when I eventually get up).
Megina Posted July 28, 2006 Report Posted July 28, 2006 I envy you Elise And just to have said this, you are a great person and really kind! I'm better now after having talked about it thanks I hope you're okay as well! And I'll keep you updated, and remeber to do the same ;) Talk to you when you/I get on in the morning (I'm not sure what the time-difference is..) Godd night, sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite ;) Ps: It's good to feel like your being honest with me.. Most of my friends have a tendensy to just tell me what they think I want to hear and it just doesn't help in the end.. Thank you for your honesty
Elise Posted July 28, 2006 Report Posted July 28, 2006 I think it's like 8 hours, UK 9. But don't quote me on that. Glad you feel better, just talking about it helps wonders! Just don't forget, we are here if you need us! I do keep thinking that I am lucky I am rid of him, and I have such a supportive family (although, didn't tell me they couldn't stand him until we broke up, but oh well, she was there for me all the same). Goodnight, and will talk soon. :)
MarMar Posted July 30, 2006 Report Posted July 30, 2006 I have this weird feeling - like I'm 10 years old and feeling homesick.
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