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[Guevara01]

It's so hard to change anything though. I just feel like everything is going down hill and i'm the only one that's noticing.

It's like i'm in some ether realm and no one knows what the hell is going on.

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[MarMar]

Why do you feel like that?

[Guevara01]

I dunno, i suppose just because everyone knows what they want. I don't. In a way i want things to speed up, just so i can get on with my life, in a way, i wish things were as simple as they used to be when you were a kid.

I can't really explain it.

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[Liz]

You want to get on with your life and be a kid?

I know exactly how you feel!

[Guevara01]

Well being a kid seems so simple now, but at the same time, i don't want to be treated like a kid anymore.

I'm obviously a complicated person LoL, with issues i expect.

I just want life to make it's mind up already. I'm in the middle and i don't like it.

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[Emmadolly]

Not on topic, but does anyone ever feel they're in a catch 22, you're depressed and you can change that if you get up and do something. But you can't get up and do something because you're depressed.

I don't mean clinically depressed or anything, just one of those, the world feels out of synch with me, things.

Aargh, i'm sure i'll feel okay after i sleep awhile.

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You are very young to feel this way, i suggest you go and tell your Dr, about how you feel. Because you have not had the responsability yet, of a family, and also a house to take care of. The bills.

That will make you depressed if nothing else.

Before it gets to bad go and see your local GP. OK

I am trying to help, not make fun of you

[Guevara01]

Thanks, but i don't really think it's at that level. I cope with pressure eg house, kids, bills well. It is the total lack of anything being mine that is worse.

I think i'd do better if i had those pressures, someone to rely on me, so that i have something to work towards.

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[Emmadolly]

Well being a kid seems so simple now, but at the same time, i don't want to be treated like a kid anymore.

I'm obviously a complicated person LoL, with issues i expect.

I just want life to make it's mind up already. I'm in the middle and i don't like it.

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Your just a normal girl, and many others have felt this way, before you. And others will feel the same way after you. Life goes on, We are all different and that is what makes the world go around. If not we would all be the same. CLONES.

Try and enjoy life while your here, and make the most of it.

[Emma_B]

I feel like that too Clare. All the time.

Towards the end of school I was bored and wanted a change. I think my problem is that I expected uni to be more of a change, academically I mean. It is so easy and so boring, and it is stretching into the future with no real plan at the end of it that doesn't involve more bl**dy STUDYING!!!!!!

Also, everyone around me is moving towards a dream, an ambition at least. I don't know why I am studying this degree other than I knew I wanted the variety of things it offers, like a bit of history, a bit if literature, a bit of politics. Which I do enjoy, I'll admit. To be honest, I would love studying languages if it weren't for the damn language modules! But what the hell am I going to do if I ever graduate? What would I do if I left uni though? What would I change my course to if I changed? AARGH!

I know I'm depressed but the problem is, as you and Mercury Girl said, a Catch-22. That's the thing about depression - you don't have the energy or motivation to change things.

I should have taken an gap year, but I didn't so I need to just cope and carry on through all this now to get to the ultimate goal at the end - a degree, a career maybe, a future.

[Guevara01]

It's good to hear other people feel like this too. Not for you all obviously , but at least it means i'm not just weird!

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