rising-flame Posted March 27, 2009 Report Posted March 27, 2009 Emmasi, as others have said, suicide is forever and rather final. Please don't go there. Although anger isn't a great feeling, at least it is a feeling. Maybe you need to do something to make you feel alive. Not sure what. I'd suggest skydiving, it's what I did to make myself alive when I was spiralling down. May not be advisable for you though. <hugs>
emmasi Posted March 27, 2009 Report Posted March 27, 2009 I'm not going to do anything. I'm just riding it out.
rachel&kim Posted March 27, 2009 Report Posted March 27, 2009 I love Emmasi because she isn't afraid to put her thoughts down when everyone is being so horrible. As a member I love (example, sorry Jem) Jem's point of view each and every week as it offers some variety. I hope everything works out, as I think Jem is one of the main reasons I bother posting about the episodes because her posts are always insightful and interesting. emmasi, I miss your posts! The aus discussion thread is my main interest here and it's not the same without your daily input. emmasi, I miss your posts! The aus discussion thread is my main interest here and it's not the same without your daily input. I couldn't agree with you more,Hattie! We can't afford to lose any more mods or posters of the quality of Emmasi. And I echo the sentiments about emmasi's posts. I miss them. Emmasi, John, Jody and Redranger are my favourites because it is intelligent and they always back it up with examples to go with their arguments. Oh, and PLEASE come back emmasi. I enjoy and miss your input. I love her posts and the way she expresses her opinions. She's a breath of fresh air and if what she writes is going to be considered as "bullying", then I say, keep on "bullying" Jem! (These are all from different people but it won't let me have that many quotes ) These are just a few quotes from a thread started around the time you went AWOL for a while and look how many people noticed you weren't around and missed your input into their bttb lives. I know you said you already know and there's a difference between knowing and feeling and you probably already know all this^ and ultimately, I don't know you or what you're going through. I just wanted to see if I could bring a smile to your face today because really, you're valued here so I believe you must be valued in your 'real' life as well. *hugs*
emmasi Posted March 28, 2009 Report Posted March 28, 2009 I just wanted to see if I could bring a smile to your face today because really, you're valued here so I believe you must be valued in your 'real' life as well. *hugs* Thank you, you did I hadn't forgotten that thread, it was really touching at the time to read all those supportive messages. I'd just forgotten the feeling. I know, for the most part, I'm appreciated around here. I'm just oversensitive to the people who don't appreciate me, which is a silly way to be, because ultimately those people aren't worth worrying about. But I do worry It's easy to say that I won't, but it's harder to actually... not. I am feeling a bit better today, so I think it's just one of those things that I have to wait out.
rachel&kim Posted March 29, 2009 Report Posted March 29, 2009 Glad you're feeling better I know what you mean about knowing you shouldn't care what a few people think of you but it's much harder to actually not care. And actually, even though a lot of people say it, there aren't that many people that actually mean it, so you're not alone. But yeah, anyway, glad you feel a bit better.
Lise Posted April 2, 2009 Report Posted April 2, 2009 A bit of an update on my Dad... It's been three months since he went into hosptial now. He got transferred to the rehab hosptial today so he is getting a lot better now. They will address his addiction. He does seems to realise that he has a problem now after 20 odd years. The specialist told my Uncle that they gave him a 1 out of 10 chance of surviving when he first went in. His liver had completely stopped working and it took a very long time for them to kick start it with the medication he was on. He got a lot worse before he got better. He's never allowed to drink another drop of alcohol in his life because it WILL kill him. Some kids broke into his house the other but they didn't take anything because the neighbour heard them breaking a window. Silly kids with nothing better to do with their time. I still feel guilty for not doing anything about it all myself but everyone keeps telling me that I shouldn't feel guitly because it should never have been left up to me.
HAA Girl 08 Posted April 3, 2009 Report Posted April 3, 2009 Glad to hear your Dad is on the mend, Lise. Bloody kids... will they ever learn? My support to all of you x
Cerise Posted April 3, 2009 Report Posted April 3, 2009 So glad to hear your dad's getting better, Lise! You must be so relieved Argh, kids, Stupid kids. My house actually got broken into today as well, not much was taken though and the little that was, my sister got off them when she saw them legging it. The police let them off though. First timers and about 14 years old. Still, its annoying.
Lise Posted April 4, 2009 Report Posted April 4, 2009 It must be so scary to have your house broken into. It was probably bound to happen at my Dad's since it's basically been empty for 3 months now. My Uncle's having an alarm installed, though, so the kids will get a fright if they try to come back.
emmasi Posted April 6, 2009 Report Posted April 6, 2009 Still here. Just been on a holiday weekend. I'm slowly beginning to realise that money doesn't solve problems. Throwing it away on being somewhere else for three days doesn't change how I feel inside, and I can't expect it to. It's actually made things worse, since I've alienated two of my best friends - I only have four. Not a good sign. Uni is just... there are no words. Frustrating? Endless... Pointless... Yes, those words might do.
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