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[Lise]

That was really beautiful, Kevin.

[emmasi]

On a new anti-depressant. Cymbalta. I read through all the symptoms and now I think I'm experiencing very mild forms of all of them. Power of suggestion... Hopefully in a few days my brain will be better and not have to make things up for me to worry about.

[HAA Girl 08]

The video was really beautiful, Kevin. But so sad!

I had a dream last night, of my nan!

I cant remember much about it, usually what happens when you dream and then wake up!

But I know I woke up crying, I miss her so much

I've been having similar dreams about my Gran. Life is really dull without her. I hope you are coping better than I am, Bec.

On a new anti-depressant. Cymbalta. I read through all the symptoms and now I think I'm experiencing very mild forms of all of them. Power of suggestion... Hopefully in a few days my brain will be better and not have to make things up for me to worry about.

Hope you don't experience the worst, Jem.

I'm thinking of you all .

[matticus01]

The video was really beautiful, Kevin. But so sad!

I had a dream last night, of my nan!

I cant remember much about it, usually what happens when you dream and then wake up!

But I know I woke up crying, I miss her so much

I've been having similar dreams about my Gran. Life is really dull without her. I hope you are coping better than I am, Bec.

Some days are better than others

And thankyou, same to you hun

[Siog Alainn]

Getting really annoyed with friends who continually moan to me bout how terrible they have it, without asking anything about me. I've been feeling like crap the last few days, my granny has cancer and has only a few months left at best, Dad is being irrational about it (ie not wanting her in a hospice even though it's going to be really hard to care for her at home) and gets really angry with Mam if she suggests anything. So Mam gets upset about him and tells me all about it. I feel like I'm stuck in the middle and can't talk to anyone bout it (cause my friends have other concerns like their half boyfriend not texting them and their sister who they hate going travelling for a year )

Just for once, I'd wish they'd ask bout me!!

[Eli]

^I know that feeling. People can be really self centered like that some times. Do they know about the situation with your gran though? Cause if they do, the reason why they aren't mentioning it could be that they think you don't want to talk about, or that they want you to think about something else to get your mind off. Still though, they should ask how you are, friends should do that. *hugs*

[Siog Alainn]

^I know that feeling. People can be really self centered like that some times. Do they know about the situation with your gran though? Cause if they do, the reason why they aren't mentioning it could be that they think you don't want to talk about, or that they want you to think about something else to get your mind off. Still though, they should ask how you are, friends should do that. *hugs*

Thanks for the hugs Eli Yeah they know, and I guess that it makes sense that they figure I might not want to talk about it. I've dropped hints like saying that I need a distraction or that i really need retail therapy or whatever, but they always turn it back on themselves explaining how they need it too, without even seeing why I'd need it. I guess they just need a more direct approach!

But I'm going to have to talk to them soon because we're going on holidays in a few weeks and my granny could be really ill by then and I'm going to need a shoulder to cry on most likely!

[adellejefferiesxox]

I know how you feel, people constantly moan about their problems "oh I have it so hard". They only care about themsevles and don't even to stop to think how tough your doing it and I deal with and keep my problems to myself.

[-Kevin-]

That was such a beautiful video sexyluc

well done!

Awww I wish I could watch it! My internet is so slow, but making the video it's such a thoughtful thing to do.

That was really moving sexyluc - it's a really beautiful tribute

That was really beautiful, Kevin.

The video was really beautiful, Kevin. But so sad!

Thank you so much guys

I just made it because I find it hard because there is nothing else I can do with her and I guess it made me feel like I was doing something for/with her , that might sound quite stupid but thats kinda how I feel.

Its only been 3 years and I tell you it doesn't ever heal BUT it does get easier that I promise you . Maybe not after 1 year , or 2 or 3 or 4 but it does get slightly easier.

I feel so sorry for my little brother and sister (twins) because they were only just 6 when she died and they won't ever get to experience what a fantastic person she was and they won't ever have a mother like I had growing up . Its very sad to think how a child can feel without a mother which is absolutely esential to any child , even an adult.

I was always the closest to her and actually when she was diagnosed with cancer in her stomach that was when our relationship grew so much, which is kinda sad because it was the beginning of the end for her but we got really close during that period as I was her rock all through her illness, I was only 13 but I matured quite a lot over the 2 years of her illness and was forced to grow up a lot quicker than any other person that age.

My life has never and will never be the same since I lost her my best friend (sounds realy corny but it was sooo true) but at the same time I gained another best friend in the form of my older sister during my mother's illness. Can I just please tell you all to hold on tight to what you all have because it can all be taken away in an instant and cherish your mothers because your lucky to still have them with you.

I completely agree about how others go on and on about how hard they've got it when really they have got absolutely nothing to moan about and haven't even got a clue what hardship is. These people annoy me so much, as do people who like to give their phony sympathy in tough times.

I wish everybody the best of luck and I am thinking of you all

[~Lynd~]

I've so effing had it i don't know how to put it into words.

Because i'm in a wheelchair i've had pressure sores behind my legs on and off for years.Now i only have one but today i went to the specialist who said the x ray i had shows i probably have a bone infection which is why it isn't healing.So i had to have a blood test and he wants me to have a MRI scan and to see the infectious disease doctor.How fun,like i don't already feel like a freak!

This feels like freakin' the never ending story.Everytime i think it's getting better it gets worse.Everytime i think i might be able to have a resemlence of a life this interferes.I have a interview on wendesday to do work experience at a chidcare centre so i can do community services at TAFE next year.I thought things were looking up and now this.

He says not to get to ahead of ourselves till we know what we're dealing with and i can probably have a drip at home so it shouldn't interfere to much.Easy for him to say,he won't have to go into hospital for a few daYs to get the drip in and and such with no support what so ever because everyone cares more about themselves then me.

I just feel so alone.