buffygirl Posted June 3, 2006 Report Posted June 3, 2006 I have enojoyed this thread, cruel as it may sound - meaning I do not enjoy the thought of members having problems they don't know how to deal with, but I enjoy the fact that some of us feel comfortable enough to post here to vent their heads and hearts for thoughts and feelings... I have myself written here several times. Things still go bump in the night at my place. I havr crappy days and I have days where I don't care. Like today, I have yet to get out of bed. It's not that I have been majorly depressed, it's just a "not"-day. These days occur several times a month with me, for longer or shorter periods of time. For the last week or so, after my exams were done (althought I have an oral exam left) and I had no more obligations, I have shut myself in the bedroom for most of the days. My boyfriend leaves for work early each morning, but I do nothing but sleep most of the days away. I try to read, but I don't manage to concentrate. Things go up and down. For now, it's mostly down. Are those days at the same time, or does it variey?. Exams are stressfull and tiring aswell.
MarMar Posted June 3, 2006 Report Posted June 3, 2006 They vary. It's not the exams which have made me this way, because, to tell the truth, I was not a good girl and did not study a lot. I don't have the energy to do so at the moment.
MarMar Posted June 3, 2006 Report Posted June 3, 2006 What I'm saying is that there is no obvious connection between my down-periods and my period.
DaSilva Posted June 4, 2006 Report Posted June 4, 2006 Its not your periods but is it something else physical? - Like an iron deficiency? My sister used to sleep soooo much & her mood was low. Turned out she was very anaemic. If its purely psychological..... take care. It doesnt really help if people say things can only get better and all that..... So all I can say is take care. Hope you feel better soon
MarMar Posted June 4, 2006 Report Posted June 4, 2006 Here are some new hotline numbers, this time for Australia Centre for grief education www.grief.org.au for support and info Centres against sexual assualts crisis line on 1800 806 292 Eating Disorders Inc (02) 9412 4499 or go on www.edsn.asn.au Family drug support www.fds.org.au or call the 24 hour info helpline on 1300 368 186 Kidshelp.com.au or call 1800 55 1800 Lifeline on 13 11 14
MarMar Posted June 7, 2006 Report Posted June 7, 2006 I had a breakdown last night. About 15-30 minutes after I posted the post about being.. lonely, and all, I broke down in bed, crying, screaming and generally... freaking out. Terje had come into the bedroom to go to sleep. I rarely venture outside the bedroom these days. We have wireless internet, so most of the time I'm propped up in bed, wearing a t-shirt and underwear or my bathrobe. I don't want to, nor have I the will to get dressed these days. I had yesterday. He undressed and got himselv under the duvet. I turned of the light and took off my clothes. He noticed that I was not my usual self, and asked me what was wrong while carefully stroking my back as I sat on the bed. We talked a little bit, and he said the last time I was like this, he had asked me to go to a doctor for referral to a psychologist (or whatever 'they' might feel I need). I started crying uncontrollably. He held me, but I pushed him away, I don't know why. It went on for about 30 minutes to an hour, until he held me so tight I was unable to move. He fell asleep after a while. So did I. Woke up an hour ago, and he held me some more. We've got to talk about this later, but.. not tonight. I don't know if I can go on like this much longer.
Annette Posted June 8, 2006 Report Posted June 8, 2006 I think that you really need to go and see a doctor or a counsellor or something. I went through a bad patch a few months ago, and I went and talked to some people, and it really does help. Taking active steps might also help you to feel a bit more in control. If you don't feel able to leave the house, maybe they could make housecalls?
katie343 Posted June 8, 2006 Report Posted June 8, 2006 is anyone around? can i please talk to some one on MSN [email protected]
emmy Posted June 8, 2006 Report Posted June 8, 2006 is anyone around? can i please talk to some one on MSN [email protected] I added you. x
DaSilva Posted June 8, 2006 Report Posted June 8, 2006 is anyone around? can i please talk to some one on MSN [email protected] Hope someone answered you.
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