matticus01 Posted February 22, 2008 Report Posted February 22, 2008 yea my names bec and...and...and you mean... update soon meany...please...
vale4eva Posted February 22, 2008 Report Posted February 22, 2008 ^ Thanks for the comments people! Warning: content not suitable for younger readers. This is an incredibly long chapter (because I recently added an extra scene ) so you may get a headache afterwards Just a friendly warning Enjoy! Chapter 15: “Morning” she exclaimed as she entered the kitchen, smiling at her father but failing to acknowledge Jacks presence. “Morning love, sleep well?” “Yeah, fine thanks. Are you feeling any better?” she asked as she rummaged around in the fridge; not looking for anything in particular, but it was a way to escape Jacks piercing eyes. “Yeah, not too bad thanks. It’s a good job as well, I’ve got meetings non stop this morning,” groaned Tony. As the pointless chitchat continued, Jack sat back, just waiting for the moment when Martha would stop being so pigheaded, and turn around to face him. But it didn’t happen. He had been sitting there for almost 5 minutes and she had rudely ignored him… “Right, I’m off then, see you two later,” Tony waved them off as he left through the hallway, and out the front door… Knowing full well that she was now alone with Jack, she quickly sprung to her feet; dumping her bowl into the sink, before hastily making her way across the kitchen floor… “Martha” he called her back, causing her to stop on the spot. She closed her eyes. She had been dreading this moment …“Don’t Jack; I don’t want to hear it” she said as she kept her back towards him. Taking slow steps up behind her, he too came to a halt. “We have to talk” he spoke calmly. “No, we don’t” she turned around to face him, “there’s nothing to discuss, because nothing happened” she warned him with her eyes, “so, if you don’t mind, I need to get changed” she brushed him off; attempting to walk away, however she was once again brought to a stop. “What are you talking about!?” he exclaimed, tugging her by the arm and swivelling her around to face him, “We kissed Martha, you can’t just push that aside”. “Sure I can; I already have! It was a mistake after all” she said, looking into his eyes before focusing her attention passed his shoulder. Doing her best to act nonchalant. “A mistake?” he raised his eyebrows, “it was a bloody revelation more like!” he raised his voice at her. She huffed, turning away from him but trying to remain calm. Placing her hands on the wooden table she leant against its surface. The only way to solve this was to discuss it in a calm and adult-like manor … if that was even possible!? “Look” she slowly turned around to face him, “I’m sorry if you thought it meant more, but it really didn’t, not on my part anyway … If anything, last night made me realise that it’s never going to happen. I’ve never felt so scared in my entire life, and I don’t ever want to be in that position again” she told him; a sense of dread evident in her voice as she spoke. “Would you listen to yourself!” he laughed as he spoke, “have you actually forgotten that you kissed me first! I didn’t do anything Martha, it was all you!” She frowned through unease; she was hoping he wouldn’t bring that up. “Well, I was emotional and … confused, not to mention I’d been drinking, maybe I was drunk” she ignorantly shrugged her shoulders. He scoffed at her comment; “You’d had half a glass Martha” he told her in a matter-of-fact way; “I couldn’t even get Elli drunk on that!” “Uh” she huffed in irritation; feeling a tantrum coming on. “Look, I don’t want to argue about this, I just want to forget that it ever happened.” “Oh right, ok", he gave her a nod. "And you honestly think that’ll happen do you?” he questioned her, “Don’t be ridiculous”. “I’m not!” she burst out, “Maybe if you’d just stop talking about it, I could forget about it”. He shook his head at her, “it’s never going to happen, and I assure you, it’ll only end up eating you alive if you don’t discuss it”. “How many more times! There’s nothing to discuss, because it meant nothing!” “Keep saying it Martha, you might start believing it” he said as he rolled his eyes at her; watching as she turned away to avoid him. “Look” he called out to her, “I’m not just doing this to **** you off or get under your skin, I'm doing it because I know that you felt something last night … and I felt it too,” he kept on. She placed her hand to her head in frustration. “Ok fine” she spun back around to face him, “yeah, I admit it, I did feel something, but it wasn’t love”. “No, maybe not … but it was something. It was powerful, and it was intense, and I know that if Tony hadn’t have come back last night, you wouldn’t have stopped”. “You’re wrong; I would have come to my senses eventually and ended the entire thing…” “Oh BULL!” he silenced her abruptly, “who are you trying to kid!?” Her forehead frowned at her state of helplessness. “I’m not trying to kid anyone!” she exclaimed, throwing her hands out at her side in aggravation; “The bottom line is, we are brother and sister, and that is the way it’s staying!” she ordered him. “I don’t want anything else from you Jack; why can’t you understand that! I don’t want a relationship with you, I just want a brother”. “Oh right, because that makes so much sense doesnt it!" he rolled his eyes, "Tell me, do you go around pashing all of your family members?" he questioned her with an irritated glare, "I didn’t know that was how they did things in summer bay” he replied with sarcasm. “Oh don’t be smart Jack, it really doesn’t suit you” she scoffed. “Well I wouldn’t have to be if you’d actually make any sense. I mean, one minute you want me, then you hate me, then you kiss me, and now you don’t want me again! I mean, if that makes sense then I don’t know what doesn’t” he flung his arms out at his sides before turning away and leaning on the surface of the sink. She released a loud exhale, she had to admit it, she did have a tendency to mess him around, but it wasn’t all her fault, his persistency and consistent flirtatious attention would be enough to confuse any girl in her right mind. Following a brief silence in which she had calmed herself down, she tried to resolve this once and for all. “Look Jack, I’m sorry that I kissed you, I really am. I don’t even know why I did it. I guess I was just so … stressed and tense, I just wanted a release, and you were there” she sighed, “But now that I think back, I know how wrong that was, and I completely regret it” she took a brief pause. “Oh well that’s reassuring isn’t it” he muttered through gritted teeth as he rolled his eyes. She continued onwards, ignoring his little comment, “And I’m sorry that I’ve confused you, but in all honesty, I don’t want this from you, I just want a brother” she told him carefully; hoping that he’d finally leave it be. Turning back around to face her, he narrowed his eyes, “Well I’m really sorry, princess, but I can’t be that for you,” he shook his head, “I can be that for Elli, because we’ve got blood in common, but not with you … I’ll never be able to be your brother” he scrunched up his face in disgust; just the thought of it made his stomach turn. “So if that is what you really want, then I’m sorry, because as far as I’m concerned, it’s never going to happen. I’m not going to go on pretending that there’s nothing between us. I can’t! I won’t!” “Why are you making this so damn hard for us Jack? Why can’t you understand how bad this is!” she exclaimed; a hint of trepidation present in her voice. “Erm, maybe because there’s actually nothing wrong with it! You’re just blowing it out of proportion like you always do!” She laughed in disbelief as she failed to reason with him, she knew this would be hard, but she never thought it would be impossible. “What are you so afraid of anyway?” he kept on, “Are you worried it’s not going to work out or something?” She looked at him through vulnerable eyes, unable to reply to him. “Do you think I’m going to hurt you, is that it?” he questioned her. “NO!” “Then what!?” he exclaimed, his voice getting louder as he continued to battle with her. “You don’t get it do you?” her voice gradually softened, “if dad found out, I’d lose everything, my father, my step mom, my little sister, even my brother, and everyone in summer bay would look down on me. As for you” she shrugged, “I guess you’d just have to wait and see, you are his biological son after all. But me, I’m not even a relation to them. I’d be left with nothing, and I can’t risk that” she told him sadly. “You honestly think he’d do that to you? Shut you out in the cold and pretend you didn’t exist.” She shrugged, “well if he didn’t, my life would only end up being a disaster. He’d be disgusted in me, he wouldn’t be able to look me in the eye ever again, and Elli would grow up to resent me. I couldn’t stand it” she released a dejected sigh as her head slumped downwards. “That would never happen Martha” he replied in a soft and caring tone of voice, as he gradually walked over towards her, “They’d never throw you out or disown you, Tony loves you, he’s your father no matter what. Blood, is irrelevant”. She took in his words, her head slowly nodding in agreement. “Exactly” she raised her head to re-meet his eyes, “it’s irrelevant. Which makes us brother and sister”. “Oh for goodness sake” he scoffed, “we’re never going to sort this out, we’re just going to keep going around in circles,” he said in irritation. “Yeah, because you wont stop and take a good hard look at the bigger picture!” “I am looking at the bigger picture! You’re the one that’s just too scared to admit your real feelings!” For what seemed like the seventeenth time that morning, she helplessly shook her head; her energy and life being drained away, leaving her feeling powerlessly weak. Deep down she knew he was right; she did want him, more than anything, but her fears of what her family and friends would think overwhelmed her completely, resulting in her defensive and stubborn attitude. “Look Martha,” he took a step towards her; taking her hand and placing it in his, “I know that you’re scared … but you don’t have to be” he spoke soft words to her, “I can look after you, I promise … if you just let me,” he held her hand at his chest; allowing for her to feel his beating heart, the very one of which he would happily give to her. Her heart melted as she looked into his sincere and loving eyes. She was falling again; there was something so magically powerful about Jack that could make her fall so hard. With his free hand, he cupped her cheek, gently shuffling forward and closing the gap. Leaning down he placed a light kiss on her flushed cheek. Feeling as she shivered at his touch. “You don’t have to be scared anymore” he hushed reassuring words into her ear, “just let me in ... please”. Her eyes fell shut at their closeness, her breath becoming hot and noticeably heavier. He heard a small whimper escape from her lips as he held her close towards him. Slowly opening her eyes, she looked at him. There was so much vulnerability that masked her face; her eyes glassing over with tears as she looked at him... Her legs had quickly turned to jelly; the sheer intensity and emotion she was experiencing was enough to make her fall to the floor. Her whole body was now aching all over; her insides throbbing in pain, the anticipation of what was to come was enough to make her head spin. She watched as he slowly leant downwards, his eyelids dropping heavy as his lips brushed her own; his mouth eventually covering hers in a tender kiss... She failed to protest; kissing him back. Her arms automatically encircling his neck as her mind turned a blank; all of her anger and frustration just floating away… He gripped her body, pulling her upwards slightly and bringing her onto her tiptoes; their lips all the while remained pressed against each other; sealing in their passion... She could feel his arousal suddenly touching her lower stomach; she had never felt this turned on in her whole entire life, and clearly, neither had he. They moaned a painful cry as they were forced to pull away; their heart beats pounding like a drum in their chests. Gazing into each others eyes; they caught their breaths… As her mind ticked into gear, her face gradually fell into a distressed frown, “Oh god” she whimpered; her eyes so watery and delirious, “what am I doing” she asked herself in a whisper. He kept a firm hold of her body, not wanting to let her go; “You’re doing what feels right” he hushed back to her reassuringly. She shook her head, failing to listen. Her sweaty hands releasing his physique as she covered her mouth in apprehension. “Martha, its ok” he tried to calm her down; noticing as the tears gradually slipped down her cheeks. “No!” She cried, “It’s not” she shook her head, “I can’t do this.” “Of course you can, if you just…” he began in a panic. “NO!” she silenced him, harshly pulling backwards as she stepped away from him. Her breathing still erratic as she looked directly into his eyes, “This is wrong!” she told him forcefully, “It stops now” she kept on; almost in a rant. “I’ve made my decision … and my answer is no … it’s over,” she spoke slowly to make herself clear; her hands rising to wipe away at her tear stained cheeks. He halted, a little taken aback by her forcefulness and lack of consideration. “I know that’s not what you really want” he whispered to her sadly; his heartbreaking at their current situation. “Just leave it Jack … I’ve made up my mind”. Looking down at the ground, his eyes began to well up in anger and sadness. Her words; "this is wrong ... it stops now" rushing through his head as he took a moment to think. Without another word, he brushed straight passed her, making his way down the hall and towards the exit. Slamming the front door behind him he left the house completely… Preview: Has Jack finally got the message? Or will his hormones continue to get the better of him? Note. Dont worry, the other chapters wont be this long, apart from the next one, which maybe even bigger than this one Sorry lol
Zetti Posted February 22, 2008 Report Posted February 22, 2008 Martha s.s.split up with J.Jack! Am in shock, you are so mean Your new name is meanie Meanie Good chapter though, Make it better please
Barbara Posted February 22, 2008 Report Posted February 22, 2008 Martha, why are you pushing him away when it's obvious that you're attracted to him? Jack's going to find someone else and you'll be jealous and unhappy! Jack would never hurt her, he's in love with her. She should know he cares about her since he's doing her shifts so she can focus on her studies. Besides, she enjoyed the kiss and she wanted more. I just know it! I have a little question. Did Tony adopt Martha on his own? Martha calls Kate her step mom, so who's her mom? Maybe I missed something in another chapter. I don't mind reading long chapters! They don't give me a headache. I'm perfectly fine. Just looking forward to the next chapter!
vale4eva Posted February 22, 2008 Report Posted February 22, 2008 I have a little question. Did Tony adopt Martha on his own? Martha calls Kate her step mom, so who's her mom? Maybe I missed something in another chapter. I mentioned it in one of the earlier chapters... When they went away on holiday, Martha explained to Jack how she went to find her mother, who basically just threw her out the door ... she didnt want to know her so shes remained with Tony and Kate ever since Jack and Martha's lives are very similar in that respect, as both of their mothers didnt want to know them Tony was the first to adopt her, and then he met Kate later on in life. Eli's the only offspring of Tony and Kate I hope that makes sense
dee83 Posted February 22, 2008 Report Posted February 22, 2008 wish they`d just get their acts 2gether its obivious their attracted 2 each other so i wish martha wud wud just listen 2 jack & be wiv him cause its she wants 2 so why doesnt she get her act 2gether & get wiv him please update soon
Zetti Posted February 22, 2008 Report Posted February 22, 2008 That does make sense Thanks Rachie {Meanie}
-x-Siana-x- Posted February 22, 2008 Report Posted February 22, 2008 Noooo.... Why is she pushing him away! She knows she loves him and wants him!... But she just keeps pushing him away! I just dont see why anyone would want to push Jacky away And she kissed him first..... And Jackys all in Love with Martha so... Everything is all perfect. Your just mean!!! Update soon please! Siany__x
kaciexox Posted February 23, 2008 Report Posted February 23, 2008 Poor Jacky Martha continues to give him mixed messages Stupid Martha You will never be able to resist Jacky update soon
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