My Guardian Angel

[~Zoe~]

Woah, cant beleive Belle did that to herself! Hopefully Aden can help her..that was a good chapter

[Taniya_K]

Poor Belle! I can't believe she would do such a thing!

Loved the ending though At least Aden just went straight for it instead of beating around the bush!

Cannot wait for more!

xoxo

[adellejefferiesxox]

What did you think of the lame jokes Aden used with Belle..lol

[LAURZY!]

Oh i loved it!!

Poor Belle

Loved the ending

The jokes were very funny

Cant wait to read more

[adellejefferiesxox]

sexyluc and homeandawayxxox you better read this fic!!! or else *shakes fist*

[-Kevin-]

sexyluc and homeandawayxxox you better read this fic!!! or else *shakes fist*

Oh you are hilarious!!

OMG I cant believe Belle is doing this to herself!!

I see Aden is doing the same as his father by drowning his sorrows.

I like it keep it up!!

[Taniya_K]

Any chance of an update soon? I really like this fic, and it's gotten to a good place.

xoxo

[adellejefferiesxox]

Chapter 5

Staring at the knife positioned in the chopping block, desperate to be removed from the block. The pain you feel inside can’t be as bad as the physical pain, Belle. Come on, just on just one cut. You can do it, you know you want to. No this is wrong; I shouldn’t be doing this to myself. I should be showing myself more love and care. The thoughts festered inside of her she lied on the couch, the same debate being argued inside her head. 10:01, 10:04, 10:13, time ticked away slowly staring at the knife then at the clock then back at the knife, no one was home. The only person who knew about her shameful acts was Aden, Belle agreed she’d stop and he believed her. Aden was gullible enough to believe Belle wouldn’t continue down this dangerous path. I don’t give a damn what anyone thinks, Belle finally told herself before withdrawing the knife out of the wooden block. Closing the bathroom door, sitting on the cold toilet seat she looked down at her old scars her heart beginning to race, her hand shaking as she applied pressure against her skin, red liquid dripping off her arm and onto the floor. Droplets of blood scattered in front of her was enough to rupture Belle’s tear ducks once again, salty water poured from her brown eyes and onto her smooth soft cheeks.

“Hey mate, where did you go last night?” Aden smirked, turning portraying a serious face with Roman “Oh just went out for a walk, ran into some mates on the beach” Roman nodded with a smile. Last night was perfect Aden sighed with happiness; he had finally kissed the girl he had been in love with for months. “Belle” Aden held his mobile up to his ear, “Hey Aden” Belle put on a fake happy voice, as she sat in the bathroom blood still running down her arm. “What are you doing tonight?” Aden asked in a flirtatious voice. “Arr, no much why?” Aden started to get excited “I was thinking maybe we could go and see a movie tonight?” Belle went silent for a minute, trying to maintain a normal breathing rate. “Belle?” Closing her eyes with her mind mainly focused on her inner pain she began to speak “Ah yeah sorry Aden, I was kind of in the middle of something. But I would love to go to the movies with you” Belle pretended to sound like her usual self, she didn’t want Aden to think she was a weak individual who needed a babysitter.

As soon as she finished the conversation with her love interest she continued to self harm herself. “Vaughn” Belle cried to herself, lying on her bed wiping away tears as she stared at the ceiling. “God please give me my brother back!” she yelled with sadness in her voice. Geoff walking passed her room heard Belle’s cry for help “Belle are you okay?” Belle instant reaction was to throw a pillow at him, “GO AWAY, YOU FREAKIN BILBLE LOVER!!” Geoff caught the pillow in his hands and placed it gently on the end of her bed, walking over he sat by side her, staring blankly at her waiting for her to reveal her inner thoughts and emotions. “What do you want Geoff???” She shouted again. “I just wanna talk to you, do you want to talk about your brother, belle. Seriously you haven’t spoken about him since the.....accident.” he spoke in a careful tone.

“I miss him so much Geoff, It hurts so bad....I can’t sleep....I am tired Geoff, I want to sleep but I can’t, no matter how hard I try to fall asleep I can’t. I have all this guilt and sadness, anger inside of me. Before I go to sleep I lie in bed and all these emotions and thoughts come rushing back to me, I try to block it out and not think about it. But I can’t I let my brain take over me for that moment, and all the anxiety keeps me awake at night. I am so sick of tossing and turning for hours at night. I just want to sleep, I just want to see my brother again, I just want to accept what’s happened but I can’t....” she was in tears, all Geoff could do was hug her, hoping it would offer her some comfort.

“Hey gorgeous” Aden and Belle met up secretly at the cinema, “Where are you going love?” Irene asked Belle before she left, “Oh I’m going to help Mattie with an assignment tonight, bye” Belle rushed out the door; she didn’t want to have to tell any more lies. “Where are you off to?” Nicole skipped passed Aden as he slipped on a shirt in his room. “OUT” Aden snapped. “To see your dad or...” Nicole always had to have her nose in everyone’s business, as Nicole spent more and more time with Aden. He got the feeling that she had a crush on him, regardless of that he only had eyes for Belle and not Nicole. “Hello Aden....” Belle rolled her eyes with a sweet smile, he leant in quickly and kissed her, Belle however didn’t return the kiss, but gave him a flirtatious smile in return. “What do you want to see tonight?” Aden and Belle sat on the carpet looking at the movie guide, “Umm?” Belle put her hand on his arm leaning over his body to see the guide. “Well we need to see something that’s going to be good..... but not too good, so we can make out during bits of the movie” This caused Belle to burst out laughing, whenever she was with Aden her sadness faded away. “Oh really, you wanna make out with me during a movie we both paid good money for!” she slapped his shoulder. “Yes babe, $5.90 is gonna go to total waste because we will miss bits of it, due to the fact that we will be locking lips through the boring bits

Belle pointed out cheekily, “What if the movie isn’t boring, then we can’t make out....”

“Well I’ll make it boring, I’ll whisper a commentary in your ear that way it will definitely be a boring movie”

“Oh wow, sounds like you’ve got a plan, not a very good one. But you have a plan to seduce me, that’s just great baby”

“Yes, best news all day. So shall we go and see batman returns” Aden said in a teasingly voice.

“I don’t think so...”

“Why not?”

“Because I said so...” Belle said having the final word.

“What about sex and the city...” Belle suggested.

“Nah....”

“Why not?”

“Because there are too many hot ladies in it, it might turn m e off you....or you know you’ll get jealous...”

“Excuse me? You think that they are hotter than me, and I won’t get jealous” she said pretending to sound offended.

“Okay, for the record. I have never seen a girl as hot or beautiful as you” he whispered. Belle blushed a tiny bit, but turned away as she didn’t want her boyfriend blushing.

That's all I got so far, Im suffering from writer's block. Can't seem to get inspiration. Sorry guys!

[Inactive User]

Great chapter. Hope Belle better talk to someone soon about what is happening to her. Update soon

[Red Ranger 1]

Yay, that was really good.Liked the little bit with Belle and Geoff.Uh-oh, Belle's still harming herself. That could mean trouble...