Zetti Posted November 14, 2011 Report Posted November 14, 2011 I've passed breaking point. I have been trying so damn hard to not let anything affect me & focus on myself because I need to. However everyone seems to think they can dump all their insecurities at my feet. I get inundated with messages blaming me for every tiny thing that goes wrong. I can't do it anymore. I am not a scapegoat! Deal with your crap yourself. I have enough of my own. Damn it. I will not let you make me feel guilty for taking time to focus on myself. I need it! & I will not relapse because you can't man up and deal with your own mess!
LauraPhilly!! Posted November 14, 2011 Report Posted November 14, 2011 College is harder than I thought it would be....
Lucii Posted November 14, 2011 Report Posted November 14, 2011 College is harder than I thought it would be.... I agree! 100 percent! College work is building up aswell as peer pressure and I did something today that seems like nothing but I'm really not proud off to be honest
Guest Posted November 14, 2011 Report Posted November 14, 2011 I'm tired I was trying to finish my book didn't go to sleep until 11pm
LauraPhilly!! Posted November 14, 2011 Report Posted November 14, 2011 College is harder than I thought it would be.... I agree! 100 percent! College work is building up aswell as peer pressure and I did something today that seems like nothing but I'm really not proud off to be honest Well half of it is my own fault...I have an essay due on Friday, worth like 5% of my overall grade and I haven't started it. Yeah I left it till the last minute but now I'm trying to do it and I don't know where to start! And also...I feel like some of the friends I made at the beginning of college are slipping away. One girl in particular; I'm finding her really hard to read. We used to be really tight at the beginning of college but now she just seems kinda distant...I don't want to be on my own again. I spent most of secondary school feeling like that....
Lucii Posted November 14, 2011 Report Posted November 14, 2011 I know how it feels I am so bad keeping up with work at the moment all the pressures just make me want to scream and pull my hair out. Me and my sister go to the same college so I'm lucky that I will always have someone even at times it doesn't feel like it. I've made new friends although they're not the usual type of people I'd hang out with. I go through phases where I'm really distant maybe it'll pass and you'll be close again? I know I can be distant in my own world and forget to speak to others sometimes but it's just because I have too much on my mind
Guest Posted November 15, 2011 Report Posted November 15, 2011 It's starting to slow dwn at work so not much to do
Cecil Posted November 15, 2011 Report Posted November 15, 2011 Had an exam today... went pretty good. just didn't finish till 5 -.- have another one tomrrow at 9:30. have 3 papers to do in 3 hours. Don't think i'll be able to finish.
Guest Posted November 15, 2011 Report Posted November 15, 2011 I was all excited that thier would be a movie called twilight external flame when Resemee is all grown up but my friend found it on google and the internet is not always right plus Breaking Dawn was the last book.
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