carmelle Posted March 4, 2007 Report Posted March 4, 2007 I've just had the worst weekend ever. Uni is not going great. Everything is just really crappy at the moment!!!
aejdude Posted March 4, 2007 Report Posted March 4, 2007 Aww what happened? And hope things get better soon.
carmelle Posted March 4, 2007 Report Posted March 4, 2007 Thanks. It's just been a few of those days when everything bad happens at the same time, uni turns into one disaster after the next, friends moaning for about one thing or another, work etc...and it's all made worse when you have to spend the whole weekend at home with your family. But I'm hoping that things get better soon
aejdude Posted March 4, 2007 Report Posted March 4, 2007 Yeah, everyone gets bad days you just got to try and deal with them the best way you can! Hope you get some good days soon!
emmasi Posted March 7, 2007 Report Posted March 7, 2007 Swaying to the melody of comfort Bubbles of apathy rising and bursting Seering me with self doubt Drink until it's gone away Numb to the pain The worry Numb to not knowing Not caring what's to come Let it go Let it go to pot if it must Whatever I don't care anymore I care too much.
Elise Posted March 7, 2007 Report Posted March 7, 2007 This week has been so physically and mentally exhausting! My Grandfather died on Wednesday night and the funeral was Monday, it's killed all my energy!
Elise Posted March 7, 2007 Report Posted March 7, 2007 Thanks Mez, I was more worried about my mother than anything. I took half a day off on Thurs, took the whole Friday off, and the funeral was on Monday so took that day off too, all on compassionate leave, so no loss in pay. Also, we have never had so many flowers delivered to our house before. It's just a huge shock, and due to lack of sleep and worrying about my family, I'm sooo exhausted.
100%me Posted March 7, 2007 Report Posted March 7, 2007 Feeling a little guilty now. On Monday me and my mum went to look for maternity bras for me. We looked everywhere couldnt find the size I needed so went to this shop and asked if they did them and they said I had to be measured so that what happened. I then found out that I wasnt the size I thought I was. So anyways my mum ended up paying for it as I didnt have £30 to pay for it.She said that I could have it as my birthday present but knowing her Id still get a present anyways.Now at home I looked at the tag and thought id see if they had a website and they do but they are much cheaper online than they are in the shop. So basically I feel guilty because my mum payed £30 when I could have it for £18.
loobieloo Posted March 7, 2007 Report Posted March 7, 2007 I want a biig moan right now, Im so angry! Basically, my grandad had a major heart attack the other day, and if that wasn't bad enough, we were told by the doctors he was going to die, and it was on the anniversary of my other granddads death.. He is ok now, so the doctors were wrong, which is a good thing But, Im extremely close to my grandparents so Ive been spending all my free time in the hospital or helping my nana out with things. Like, for example, Ill leave school and go straight to my nanas, help her do her shopping and then go to the hospital. Some nights Ill even sleep over at me nans house so shes not on her own, she gets quite scared on her own. This has left me no time for anything else what so ever and I dont mind that, but other people do. My boyfriend had been moaning at me, asking me to go out with him and stuff, and when i told him that i really couldnt as i was so busy, he was fine with it. He even went to see my granddad in hospital cause he knows him too (we have sunday dinner in my grandparents house every week) and i thought that was really sweet that he wanted to do that. Then all my friends were getting together one night and all going out, and i couldnt go. I told my boyfriend he should go and have fun with everyone, and not let me ruin his time out with them. So they go out and i was texting him all night as usual when he went really strange with me, he stopped texting back quickly untill he wasnt replying till like an hour after i had. Then at about 10pm he stopped texting me alltogether. The next day I was worried about him, genuinely thinking that there was something wrong with him or that something was upsetting him, so i askied him what was up and he just asked me was i paranoid. That confused me so I asked him was there anything for me to be paranoid about and he said nothing big. Which made me think there was obviously something small. I let that go and just carried on as usual, untill he text me telling me he had been texting one of my mates all day, i just said ok, thinking it was abit strange, but not wanting to make a big deal incase it was nothing at all. Then back at school i find out from my other friend that them two were flirting and had their hands all over each other all night, and at the end of the night they kissed. With him not knowing i knew about it, i rang him and asked him was he sure there was not something i needed to know and when he said no i hung up. literally 2 minutes later, he texted this girl he had kissed who was supposed to be my friend and told her i was getting apranoid about "them". I didnt even know there was a "them". So, I ended it with him, it was just like he didnt care at all. I allways thought he was different. But yeah, as soon as i wasnt there, he was with the first girl he saw. Phew! Moan over lol, just had to get that out
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